Fall 2019 lighting internship

ruinexplorer

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*cries horrible ugly tears because dream job but doesn’t have theatre degree and can’t afford to pursue one*

Stuff like this is why I get depressed about my passion sometimes. No lie, I would drop everything and move across country one more time to do this. But..... their standards are so high and I don’t qualify :(. I’ve got all the passion and enthusiasm and willingness to do whatever it takes... but I don’t reach that bar.

Also, I really f*cked them over as a scrub lord tech 3 way back when, and I still have to make amends for that. *sigh*. Ouch ouch ouch this post reminds me I’ve a long ways to go............. :(:(:(:(

@gafftaper Is this where I’m supposed to bring out the Cat’o’9’tails and whip myself into penance?

EDIT: Moderators, this is me having a pity party, now that I’ve had time to collect my thoughts. Feel free to delete if totally out of place.
 
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